Reality Hurts.
Tuesday, March 2
10:11 PM
10:11 PM
I regret what i did.
It just hurts me more.
I'm just being over-confident.
Went school today.
Had lesson as usual uh.
Got back Chemistry Common Test.
10/40, 25%.
Wow, 1st time seh.
Got 2 digit for Chemistry Test.
Though i fail, i think i got make A SMALL BIT of improvement, LOL.
Kayz, after school, went IMM.
Slack there, had lunch @ Burger King.
After that, went Westmall slack, with Wen Cang, Yan Ling & Sam.
Slack till 6pm+ like that, all went home.
Reach home, bathe and then had dinner.
Was chatting with Wei Cong on MSN.
He made a poem for me, lol.
To describe how i feel.
Hahas, thanks.
More or less, he wrote how i feel uh :/
After that, watch some Naruto.
Was bored uh, really nothing to do.
And now, i'm posting this post uh.
Later need dig out Physics file.
Needa bring tomorrow ><
And i have a lot of stuff not done.
Really de-moralising uh.
I want study(really really want), but i just fail to do it all the time.
Should i just fail N Level and go ITE?
Well, that'll prolong my suffering in studying, hais ):
Around 7 months(or less) to N level.
I NEED TO WAKE UP!
I MUST PUSH MYSELF ALREADY.
GOT TO SLAP MYSELF AWAKE BY THIS WEEK.
OTHERWISE, I THINK I CANNOT MAKE IT ALREADY! :@
Oh well, i just want to be "Happy Go Lucky".
Hope everything turn out alright uh :)
Well, off com le, nights :]
I regretting knowing the "truth".
How i can rewind time, and make sure everything didn't come to this state.
I was just foolish.
A pure persistant fool.
But deep inside, i just knew it's worth it.
Because what i did, was all because of her.
And that's the very reason why i'm still hanging in there.
"With no pain, there won't be any gain."
