Happy 2nd Month Anniversary ♥
Monday, March 1
10:08 PM
10:08 PM
2nd Month today.
As usual, didn't go out..
Yeah.. ):
Went school as usual today.
Assembly was tough for me :/
Keep bending my head, preventing my layer to touch my collar.
Dicipline heads keep walking around my class, especially J.Chua.
And finally, assembly over. WOOT!
Song already, nothing to worry.
After that, had lessons as usual.
Today's English Common Test.
On Letter Writing.
I think i'll pass bah, HOPE ah.
Cause it seems easy, formal mah :/
After that, went Teban with Wei Hao, Wen Cang & Sam.
Ate cup noodle there, plus coke.
After that, took 143 to JE.
Went popular there.
Explore there a while, long time never go le mah :o
After that, train home.
Reach home, rested a while.
Mother help me cut hair, i lazy go down cut -.-
Trim my back, then ok le.
But i think it look weird though :/
After that, bathe, had dinner.
Then went surf around the net.
And now, posting this post.
Life is boring.
I want study, but not in a dessert room like mine.
Oh fuck it, life seriously is boring.
I'm stuck in pure isolation in my room.
March already, i'm still like this..
I think i'm not gonna make it pass N :/
Perhaps i can, but not in the way i'm living now.
2nd Month with Babyy ♥
Didn't see her for the whole of Feb alr D:
I really miss her a lot lah.
Haven't been chatting with her on phone as well..
Wonder what she's thinking.
Perhaps it's just that her O's are coming, but then..
I know things but at the same time, i don't know what's happening.
How i wish i can talk to her properly, solo, solo.
Just to get things sorted out :)
Life is cruel.
Cherish what you have now.
They might be gone before you even know it.
I always remember the bolded words in my mind.
I've been trying to cherish and protect what i have.
Perhaps i'm doing it the wrong way?
I really don't know.
Someone please tell me ):
I really don't wish to lose anything or anyone, especially her.
My mind is in a corrupted state.
I'm urging for answers.
I want to be happy.
But then, everything seems so difficult.
I'm willing to try, but there just ain't any chance for me to do it.
I used to be "in control of every possible scenario" i have..
Right now, i'm just a piece of shyt.
Well anyway, off-ing com.
Nights people :)