Reminisce.
Sunday, February 28
5:49 PM
5:49 PM
Woke up 8am+ today.
Wash up, ate breakfast.
Onlined, stone there, nothing to do.
Mother went work @ 11am.
Dad doing his things, Sister working.
I'm just stuck here, doing nothing.
Tired to watch Naruto, it ain't interest me.
Lie down on bed, started thinking, about the good memories i kept in my mind.
How i wish i could rewind back to the past, and maybe correct the mistakes i've done.
Nothing seem perfect to me right now.
I don't dare to bother anyone, as it seems like everyone had problems.
Right now, i'm still thinking whether i should go cut my hair a not, DM caught me last wednesday.
Frustrating, feel like throwing tantrums sometimes, but it seems like my Dad's innocent, lol.
I wish she was here with me, but it seems that she's..
I don't know what to say actually..
If only we can show how we feel, that would be great.
Tomorrow's 2nd month already, i don't know when i can meet her D:
Didn't see her for a month already >:
N levels are coming, according to handbook, 4Oct~12Oct is written exams.
And MYE is at 29 April.
Everything is pouring in already.
How i wish exams can end quickly.
I seem carefree but then i'm not.
Problems resides around me.
With parents, relationship, exams, and sometimes, with friends as well.
Will someone tell me what to do?
I feel like i'm at total loss here..
Perhaps life is just like this.
It'll never be a perfect one.
We just have to walk 1 step, see 1 step, and let nature take it's course.
Even as i type that, i rather control my fate than to let nature take over it.
I just too powerless to take certain things on myself.
