Monday, February 15
9:37 PM
9:37 PM
CNY suck, life suck, i suck.
CNY suck to me this year.
Not that i'm complaining, but seriously, it isn't how i want it to be.
Been finding people to text recently, not many are willing.
I know i'm irritating, but somehow i feel very lonely deep inside.
Wish to pour my emotion to someone, but seems like there's no one that i can really talk to.
Tired, shag, feel like giving up on everything.
Life is hard, but from what Leon said, if life is easy, we'll get bored of it.
I agree too, somehow, but this isn't the hard i want it to be.
I really don't know what to do.
Feel like leaving everything to fate's hand, just like how i live my life for the past 4 years.
Fate just don't allow me to change, when i'm starting to try.
N level's coming, and i'm still stuck here, trying to do things right.
I really hope my life would be better.
I tried to talk to her, but she ain't have interest in talking to me at all.
I really wish things would be like in the past.
And i think, her feelings for me have faded.
We are far apart, but our hearts were connected in the past.
Right now, i think i'm not even outside the door of her heart.
It's disheartening, i really feel like giving up.
But because i love her, i ain't.
I really what to know what you're thinking now and how you feel..
Life is cruel, that's all i can say.
Nothing else to update, bye.
Fucked up life.